Pre-U

Haiz. What am I doing right now! I keep on asking myself why am I wasting my time here doing nothing. Let me tell you why, because I am not ready to start my Pre-U life!

Getting a scholarship is hard, but when u got it, maintaining the standard that you are expected to is even harder. If you got a scholarship, your friends and family sure will hope you do well in your studies. The scholarship will be renewed every semester (only some scholarships do that), so getting good grades is crucial! Here comes the tension. 

Secondary life is the best! You stay in the house and your family manages everything for you, but when you are in university or colleges, you have to do all the things by yourself. I know that is not easy! People miss their home, family and friends. So you have to adapt to the new life and environment. We have to make changes. 

Well if you got a scholarship, that is great news, but must work hard to reach the target that is set by the scholarship provider. On the other hand, when you go to study in private colleges, you are making a big investment. You do not want to invest in a bad investment, do you? So, I am not sure which path to choose.

I still have a younger sister, so I think I won't be studying in private colleges. That is what I think. Sometimes, when I look at her, I wonder whether she wants to study or not. She seems to be very lazy and... No words to describe!

I am actually very jealous. Because most of my friends already planned to study in private colleges or already studying in one. Hope I can be one of the people who is studying now. I think people who is studying now are "OKAY" people. And for sure they will go to overseas after the Pre-U. Well for most of them, I think.

Just make up your mind! I am still unsure which course to choose! So hard to make up my mind. I always got difficulties to choose things, like when I am doing shopping! So choosing the right course is hard because it determine what type of job I will be doing in the future. I got a family to feed in the future so I have to make sure the job that I choose will have a good return! So that is what I think.

This post is all about what I think.

And so what do you think?

Pray

Thank you God for helping me to get such a good result.

And another chapter of my life has started. Tertiary education life!

May God help me,

help me to obtain the scholarships,

and may God help me,

and give me the confidence that I need during

the selection test and interviews!

SPM result released

HAHA, finally. I waited for so long le and now I got it. 

Quite satisfied with my result.  

When I was waiting for the result. I was really nervous. So nervous that I don't know what to do. I just sat there and wait. Waited for 2 damn long hours. Make me sweat. The process is like this.

First the result for the peka was already there. Basically everyone got all As for it. Then later the SPM result is here. everyone rushed to get it. OH. It was a havoc! Then i squeezed in and see. Those who got more than 9 As need to go to the bilik gerakan. So when the clerk said you need to go to upstairs, WOW. AH. I was so happy and was like aaahhh... Later my friends also came to the room. 

Then the headmaster gave a speach. Followed by the PIBG chairman. So they announced the result and we had to get it from the PK. I was so nervous. And my name start with a "c" so my result was the first one. Wah. All A lo. Haha.

I am very happy for my friends.

Finally SPM life is over.

Congratulation to everyone!

The Day Before SPM result Out

I think I should blog before I get my result. 

How do I feel now? Actually I am quite calm and also nervous. Not like last time when I am going to get my PMR result, I was so nervous. But I also don't know how should I react. Maybe now I am very calm now but I don't know how will I react or how will I feel tommorow. After typing this I feel quite nervous already. I think I don't really think much about this big day, that's why I am not very nervous. Until now I really have to face this. 

No matter how I feel, I just hope everything will turn out to be fine. Hopefully I can get the best result. Who don't hope they to get great result but this really mean a lot to me and my family. I don't know how my friends feel. Most of them already started studying in colleges, so is this really that important to them anymore? I don't know.(p/s comment about this if you are one of them)

OH YA! My friends from the NS came back this morning. So tommorow we can go and get our result together. Then we can chat lo. 

I really don't know what to expect tomorrow. I just don't like the feeling of not knowing what to do and what to expect. 

So just wish me good luck!

What am I doing

Trying to watch some " Gossip Girl " but this software just doesn't work!  I just don't know what is wrong. My computer or is this software something wrong? Help! 

I tried the whole morning doing this thing but it is just a waste of time!

Can anyone in this world help me to solve this problem.

Anxious

Wei Wei, SPM result is going to release soon, so scare! So many things to worry about, my result, my future. How? Help me make up my mind please, I really don't know what to study ar! Haiz. I went to the star education fair then I found out many things, and I felt very disappointed. 

The ASEAN scholarship for pre-u studies is now open, but if I apply now, I only can go to study next year. Basically this is no big deal, is just that i wasted a year doing nothing. Then I only left with one choice that is STPM. 

But I can apply for JPA but I don't know whether I can get it or not. So I just have to wait for the results to be release then only I can make any decision. 

Wish me good luck and give me some comments if you have some.