OMG, I was in KL town at night without my parents.

Haha, I went out with my friends at 5.30 p.m. Reach mid valley at 6.30 p.m. Straight away went to the restaurant, Amarin Heavenly Thai. Omg The food is so delicious. We were so spontaneous. Suddenly said wanted to go out to eat. The food in the campus is so limiting. Always had a headache when trying to figure out what to eat. Tried a lot of food. So happy. My friend keep on saying "oh we are in town at night without parents." LOL.

I think this is the first and the last to go out so late. But I had fun.

A new semester

This semester is so different. So many people are here. Have to rush for lunch... dinner...Internet, worse still, sometimes can't even connect from my area there. Haiz, have to go to "TISCRA" - computer room to go online.

I have to concentrate more already. Cannot procrastinate. That is why have to go out in the first week if not then don't have the chance to go out after the first week.

You know what happen in KTM

A pickpocket stole a guys wallet and then throw it on the floor. Then the owner shout. I was shocked, did not know what had just happen. So I turn and look a fat guy walk passed me, the girl beside me and I saw his back pocket got money... We look at each other simultaneously. Then that guy used his shirt to cover his pocket and turn to us and keep on staring at us. We were so damn scared. We had to keep quiet.

Flash back, when I first went into the train, I was so shock so many people squeezing, due to the stupid KTM which had delayed for so long. 9.08a.m. one train left KL Sentral and guess when is the next train, 10.30a.m. Waliao. Then when reach Midvalley station then only I got the chance to sit. When I sat down, I saw that fat guy in a yellow shirt put a wallet in between his jeans and his underwear( i think, did not know what it was, another pants or underwear ). After that, he kept on groping his private part.

Now only I know why, because inside got lots of wallet ma...

Then when that guy went out of the train, the girl told the uncle is the yellow shirt man (in BM), then I point to him that one who was climbing the stairs. Then the uncle hesitated, didn't know what to do. After that the uncle and his friend went out. So it was up to him. Didn't know what happen next. Both of us were so damn scared. The pick pocket guy got a gang of three, and were not local people. Spoke in different language. OMG.

I was petrified. Don't blame me because I did not tell in the first place, what if they had weapons. If I want to tell I also can't because no voice came out. They were huge... OMG...

I was so scared. You can't imagine the situation. Just thank GOD no one was hurt and hope the uncle manage to catch that guy.

I am wondering should I continue using the KTM (most lousiest public transport ever). So many delays and so many cases of pick pockets happened in it. And the worst part is they do not have enough couches. haiz... (cramped like sardin fish in can)

Rumours

Do you know that rumours are very horrifying? It can be very cruel to somebody. How? When people tell you that someone had changed, and of course you believe. But actually how much had he change, a lot or a little? This is where the rumours come in. People said he became a bad very bad boy, some even may say he smokes or takes drugs. Do you believe it? You might doubt it at first but later they tell you more about his story… You start to believe. They convince you that he is indeed a bad boy.

But it is up to you to differentiate what is true or false. You have to be wise enough. Do not ever believe anyone without seeing with your own eyes or check out the truth by yourself. Never ever simply trust someone without think what is correct or what is wrong. He may be a bad boy if you think he is one but always remember that do not judge a person by what you heard from others.

If you do not understand what I just wrote, please leave a comment.

Break a glass

Why things like this happen to me all the time. I tend to break all the glasses in my house. Thus I am using a metal mug. But when I came back, I didn’t have a mug to drink, so I used a coca cola glass, limited edition, haiz, I broke. Hate myself so much. Argh. After breaking the glass then only I see the metal mug in the cupboard, why this keep on happening to me. I broke my soyfresh mug, my expensive white mug from England I think, mom bought it many years ago and also other glasses and mug. I hate this part so much. Sometimes, when drying the mug, I swing it and the handle just came off just like that. I think I am not suitable to use glass ware. Never mind, because metal is trendy… Haha.

My semester 0

I am home and finally have the time to review back my uni life.

I realized that my life had changed a lot. 

In term of thinking, I noticed that I tend to think a lot. All this thinking had made me very pressure. I think too much?

Physically, I lost weight. My friends also noticed that I lost weight. Lost weight is good, but the reason I lost weight is the opposite. I didn't have the chance to have a good  meal almost everyday. Some more the food is not nice to eat and too expensive for me.

There are lot of work. So many work to do in so little time. I had to finish all the things by myself. I want to finish my works everyday and do not want to postpone anymore. I have to have principle in my studies. I do not want others to affect my studies. I just do not know why people are so hard to cooperate.

There are a lot of negative energy around, especially during weekends, all the students went back to home, but I have stay in the campus. The feeling is so horrible. Feeling of homesickness arose again Haiz...

This coming semester is even worse, longer period of time. I can only go back to home on December. I was more focus last time, maybe because last time I stay with family. Now is totally different. This time I have to be independent. This is the way of life, we have to grow. !!! 

Now I have more freedom, but too much freedom makes me feel lonely.

Whatever I type, there is always a "but". This shows that I think a lot. I think too much about consequences. Thus I am a very careful person. My friend told me I am too rational. Hmm, too rational. Is it good or bad? People have to be rational, but I am too just rational... I over did it. (comment about this) I have no idea what am I suppose to think about this? 

Time flies, this is so true. Each day just pass by without telling me. I can't differentiate when is when. Day or night, lunch or dinner, or even bedtime of wakeup time... I was so lost. I have to set so many alarms. My phone, alarm clock, and I installed a alarm in my computer. 

Post it notes are very important. Remind me what to do. I was in a mess. I need to stick notes around my "comfort zone" to remind me what to do. This mess thing is contagious. There is this person who was in a mess, always saying this quote, "I am in a mess". Later I am the one who is in a mess. 

Retail therapy. This is so good. The way I relax. I was so stress out. To distressed, I went shopping after my final test. I felt so happy, which I had not felt this way for 2 months and 2 weeks. After that I felt bad as I had spend money just to relax. Although I limit myself but still spending money is what I am always worried about. I keep track all my expenses everyday. Worrying too much again!

I am so paranoid. I worry too much. So I am telling myself that I have to be better that before. I need to do better. I can do it! Yes I can! 

Yeah going back to hometown

I was getting ready to go back to hometown. Packing this and that. So after that, I went SA to wait the bus… I was so happy at first, then everything was so not like what I had expected.

When I reached Kajang KTM station, there was a long queue. I waited for my turn to buy ticket, I asked the guy, “ ada free trip ke KL sentral jika ada tiket ini?” You know what he replied me? “ Oh, belum, train ini pada pukul 8p.m.” DUH that is my ticket of course I know the time, then he straight click click click then is he ask for RM2.80 for the ticket to KL Sentral. I thought I can use my ticket back to hometown to take KTM because I did that before… Haiz nevermind, (btw, if you do not know, I took the train back to hometown. (now typing in train)

Waited for the stupid train for like half an hour. OMG, was sweating man! OK then the train came and because of the delay, everyone was rushing to go into the train. Next, I went to stand in the middle (in between the seats.) I choose not to stand at the door area there because I know there will be a lot of people standing there and some more another one of my friends lost her phone in the train AGAIN. So I think before I went into the train. Besides I chose to stand (no more seats, KTM is so damn lousy la)  there because there was a guy standing beside, father to be exact, wife and daughter were sitting and he was standing. So I thought that it would be quite safe to stand beside him and not the foreigners. [you know what I am talking right]. Because of Hari Raya, all FOREIGNERS came out to shopping. Later, the whole KL will be theirs as all local peoples went back to “kampung”.

When reach the next station (Serdang). More people are coming in… OMG… Later more and more people coming in especially was Mid Valley Station. Some more the Police knocked the window and asked, not asked actually, commanded the people inside to more toward the centre so that others can go inside, OMG centre mean the place I was standing. Stupid la… How to move, inside the train was already cramped like hell… So not understanding. Never mind, I was so hungry until I had no mood to care about that and I have to take care of my stuff. I was so anxious because of all the cases… phone stolen, wallet gone… bla bla bla… Thank GOD I am ok.

After Mid Valley is my stop. KL Sentral. I had to squeeze through the narrow spaces between each and every human. Quite a number of humans were getting down. So I have to move with the flow. Some were pushing and others just being pushed out. Whereas I had to let the little ones first. OMG. Another guy was even funnier. He said to everyone like talking to himself, “ slowly la, don’t push.” Guess what he was the one who was rushing. He just went out of the train just like that didn’t even care to let others go first. The people who were coming in made things worse. Keep on squeezing in… Pls la… this is not LRT, the doors are not automatic. ( I think so because the train stop at KL Sentral longer than other station.

After leaving the super duper cramped coach, I quickly use my instant hand sanitizer to wash my hands. Felt so dirty after touching the handles. Haiz,..  Then went to upstairs to look for SUBWAY to have my lunch. ( already 6.p.m. ) I just ate breads for brunch. Then I ordered the SUB of the day. I thought got free drinks, BUT no, he told me is until yesterday. Haiz… Then bought my dinner from Mcdonald’s. Brought it to train. Now here I am in a small little bed. 

tests are over

Yeah... Finally I feel lighter now... so I am enjoying life, went to pavilion and also going to mid valley.

I had a fabulous time in pavilion... yeah wait for the upcoming blog.

Now only I know

Semester O is going to end soon and now only I know I can connect to the Internet in the kitchen... just beside my room... Yeah!!!

Luckily my room is near the SA!!! Hehe...

tough week ahead

Test and English portfolio submission. argh!!!
After that, I am going home... yeah!!!

Upcoming blog - The end of Semester 0 !!!

English is really a burden...

Argh... Can you imagine me doing English work from Friday until Monday...

I spent to whole long weekend in doing my English portfolio... Argh... I have no time to type and no energy to do anything already. But I still have maths and other subjects to study... I know I have another more week then I can go back to A/S already but that also mean I have less than a week I will be having test...

Argh... need to study already...

i did not sleep last night...

I was busy doing work this weekend until I forgot about day and night. I was doing my work, and I know it was 5 a.m. but I was not tired. I went to com lab at 8.30 + then I worked and worked until I did not know it was morning. When I went back to my room, I saw it was daylight already... The feeling was weird...

I hate everything

I hate those who do not cooperate, lazy. Besides, I hate those who always find excuses...

Hate them, hate everything...

I am so frustrated

I am trying to figure out how to discuss about my results in my lab report. I totally have no idea what to write... help, lab report is so difficult to write. Please remember that my lab report is not like secondary school lab report anymore. Can't just simply write anything in the discussion part...

Long weekend is coming and I have many work

But still I am wasting time facebook-ing. Then somebody keep on postponing all my work can't proceed... Argh, why people is so hard cooperate...