PSD scholarship again

1st of June
Today is the World Milk Day and also the day where PSD will be announcing the student who will be getting the scholarship. Another disappointment. But I already kinda know the result. I wonder whether they will consider my appeal. And I wonder did the mca helped me to submit my appeal letter. I found out that my hostel block-mate got the IPTA scholarship then today he got offered to go to India to further his studies. hmm... By the way, a few of my friends got offered to go to overseas and I mean overseas like very very nice country and a few is my favourite too, like UK and US and New Zealand, and Canada...

So is this because of luck or what. I don't understand. Yes I know that my blog is about complains and complains. But I really don't understand. Is it because my results or my family background. I am really very pissed. I worked so hard during the scholarship interview, and this is what I get. Something that I didn't ask for. I tried to explain already and they still don't believe me? What did I do to deserve something like this. Is it because I didn't do enough charity? Or should I change to become a vegetarian. Is it because I didn't pray? Or what...

Now my blog has become my diary. Things that happened and my emotion and my thoughts will be posted on my blog. So maybe you guys may think that my problem is like nothing but all these things that happened is a part of me. So I really have to understand all this things.

For my future, I will work harder, change my attitude, be more open-minded be more positive, more optimistic. A doctor told that the key to success is the attitude. My goals are set and I am aiming for the best.

All the best to me.

Good luck

God bless me!

OH! NOT AGAIN!

Adalah dimaklumkan bahawa permohonan anda tidak berjaya.

PETRONAS ingin mengucapkan Selamat Maju Jaya dalam bidang yang bakal anda ceburi.

Sekian, terima kasih. 

Went to the website to check! And this is what I found! 

I just can't take this anymore! Rejection is so hard to accept! Without explaining why I didn't get it. And they are trying to be nice! SELAMAT MAJU JAYA DALAM BIDANG YANG BAKAL ANDA CEBURI!

Oh! Trying to be nice. SAVE IT

JPA here I come, United Kingdom here I come, and I mean it!

So no more rejection please.

GOD please help me to get this scholarship! I really need this.

I was not selected! T.T

Although your extra-curricular activities and qualifications are remarkable, the competition has been very keen and we regret to inform you that you have not been shortlisted for the scholarship interview. 

Once again, we thank you for your time and effort and we wish you every 
success in your future academic endeavours. 

I just received this email from sime darby! So sad. 

I just can't take rejection this way. Without any explanation! So disappointed.

Hopefully I get the JPA scholarship. I just can't take a NO for an answer!

This few days was a roller-coaster ride for me. I took my JPJ test on the 31st of March, then I had my interview on the 1st of April. I know it's April fool.

Went to Perlis to have my interview, I was so nervous at first, but when heard from my friends who had the interview earlier than me said that it was a very casual discussion. I won't go into details in this section. Because I just don't want to mention about it anymore. 

It wasn't too bad and it also wasn't great. Just normal. There were some bad moments during the interview so... I'm not going to talk about it.

Hopefully I will get the JPA scholarship.

GOD, please help me!

Btw, I was quite happy in the mean time, because I got a pressie from mom [ nike ] ! haha