PSD scholarship again

1st of June
Today is the World Milk Day and also the day where PSD will be announcing the student who will be getting the scholarship. Another disappointment. But I already kinda know the result. I wonder whether they will consider my appeal. And I wonder did the mca helped me to submit my appeal letter. I found out that my hostel block-mate got the IPTA scholarship then today he got offered to go to India to further his studies. hmm... By the way, a few of my friends got offered to go to overseas and I mean overseas like very very nice country and a few is my favourite too, like UK and US and New Zealand, and Canada...

So is this because of luck or what. I don't understand. Yes I know that my blog is about complains and complains. But I really don't understand. Is it because my results or my family background. I am really very pissed. I worked so hard during the scholarship interview, and this is what I get. Something that I didn't ask for. I tried to explain already and they still don't believe me? What did I do to deserve something like this. Is it because I didn't do enough charity? Or should I change to become a vegetarian. Is it because I didn't pray? Or what...

Now my blog has become my diary. Things that happened and my emotion and my thoughts will be posted on my blog. So maybe you guys may think that my problem is like nothing but all these things that happened is a part of me. So I really have to understand all this things.

For my future, I will work harder, change my attitude, be more open-minded be more positive, more optimistic. A doctor told that the key to success is the attitude. My goals are set and I am aiming for the best.

All the best to me.

Good luck

God bless me!